Sunday, October 4, 2009

Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down

Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down lyrics

Somewhere, far away from here,
I saw stars, stars that I could reach...(yeah)
It was a midnight, a silent twilight,
Fell down, beyond the ocean beach...(yeah)

I assemble all the sand that cover wedding beaches,
To build a castle so your mom would have a place to stay.
Behind the water slide and down the hill where heaven reaches,
Land and time is left to float away.(yeah)

So rest assured I have the key to every opening,
To every wishing well that's deep enough to dream. (dream)
I want to show you just how fascinating kissing is
When earth collides with all the space between...(yeah)

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more...

So never look behind you, spooky people bring you down.
The world is ending there's a party by the bay.
I'll wear my suit and tie, we're eye to eye,
toasting to the way you put that smile upon my face...(yeah)

Fill up the air balloon and ride with me.
Yeah, hell is jealous of the rain...(rain)
Make love like time and space is ending,
While befriending fate's alluring way of putting us to shame.

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more...

You make the sound of pulling heaven down.
You brought the rain's romantic pour...
You make the sound,
You make the sound,
Of pulling heaven down...

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
(God I've reached the top)
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more....
(go, go, go, go)

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
(Tired of wasting time)
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
(Tired of wasting time)
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more...
(go, go, go, go)

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

sudden thot

As i mentioned earlier that i miss him but as i think deeper, even if we are still together, we will only be stagnant and not achieve anything. Many were said but nothing is done. Regrets begins to pile up instead of happy memories..........

something that i read online:

Leo girl is either completely head over heels with Gemini boy or he’s on her last nerve. Rarely is there an in-between moment when you two team up. The good news: you’ll never lack for stimulating conversation. He’ll talk about climbing Mt. Fuji, but you’ll be the one to actually book the tickets.

i think its rather true, maybe i am really tired of all the empty promises he made and all the disappointments he caused. maybe my archi life is part of the blame but i am really tired of pushing a bull in this relationship. tired of all the sweet talk and thots without action.

you say you will change for me, but what i really want is for you to have a better future not for me but for you. yet you dun see a problem, so it becames my problem..... fine i will be the bad person again......

when i think of all the above, i begin to let you go again easier bit by bit....... i love you but i believe without hard work, love cannot sustain.....maybe i am not good enough to make you wanna be better, then i hope you will find someone whom you want to be better for...
all the best for you my love...............................

my tutor

while we are rushing for urban panel submission, my design tutor give us a surprise by coming to spot check us at 10 p.m at night!!!! we are like WTH..... but i cannot deny that she is a very good n devoted tutor!! nice lady who trat us 500 dollar crab meal lolx

Sunday, September 27, 2009

i miss

rushing my tonnes and mountain of submission again, suddenly i miss him. i must be strong, i must endure, but i am being to hate myself.......whatever..... i must be strong !!!!! do my work!!!! i will be better, he will be better, i believe, aleast i must believe.........

maybe i am emo, pms
Jia you yumei!!!! you can do it!!!!!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Back

It is always good to come back to and read some of the post i wrote back in the past.
Therefore, i want to write down the details of the trip in here so that it will not fade away silently.

Lots of things happened i went to US first Seattle, worked in Mount Rainier, then to Portland, Las Vegas, New York, LA, and San Francisco seen alot of stuff and experience alot of things.

I will begin with Mount Rainier, it was really a fruitful awesome awesome trip of my life, i will never forget all the fun that we had while we hike on Mount Rainier.

Places that we hike in is Comet's fall (where ying ying fell and during Matt's Bday), west side road to George Lake (with Richard Lira where we had tea and sandwiches, and brought a bansen burner!! lolx), Narada falls from Paradise(with matt and ying), High Rocks, Granite Lake(where there is suppose to be fishes that nibble your toes), St. Helens where there is the awesome awesome Ape cave and pizza after that, Reflection Lake(with ying where we tried to take alot of pictures!!! and almost lost. lolx), Alder Lake(where we got thrown in), Wonderland Trail (with Dhava and Fenella), Growth of the Pachariate(on my last day with Matt), Panorama point thru Sky line Trail (with Sara, Ruby, Ying and metmatt) and other random trails that we had after dinner.

Even working as housekeeper in Paradise inn of Mount Rainier was a hard but yet fun experience, as we made really good friends who i really missed alot.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

0931 sunday

back in posting, alot of things happened and i can't be bothered to tok about it whahaa....

listening to songs trying to vomit out 300 words for my western history....

not that hard but hard to organise my chains of thots

arguing about the gender and architecture with the closet

i think its realli a veri simplistic way of analysing gender, no doubt there is a link to gender and architecture as it is an small example of how gender affects the spaces we live in and of cos about homosexuality. The essay helped so little, have to read tonnes of books else to find ideas on wat to write.

i love theory, bcos it opens our mind and see how the world evolved, Urbach say homosexuality have to hide their identity in the closet but now who the hell does now? they will usualli tries to work in a fashion or salon and shake butt,make up, file nails all day long and club hot at nite.

but i hate writing. lolx

i suddenly realised i have a too arrogant work attitude since i am in Uni, as i was doing some self-reflection and it explains why i am getting such lousy grades compare to ploy.

no hardwork no gain.

last of all gay dun hide them self animore!!! u just need to listen!!!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

pull up the socks!!!

after all the sch work i am in holidays!!!

back to where i am

back to where i used to work

everything seems familiar

but not my life

i realised i had missed and lost alot of things,

its too much that i am not able to retrieve in an instant,

its my bad that i had neglected you al

i still cherish n love u al de

everybody had their own life now

a life and a schedule without me

i have been put aside

in one corner of the room ( tats my retribution)

well my boss used to say if u get one thing u lost the other

i think tat thats veri true

i had that problem b4 and i refuse to believe

in the end i still onli get one of them.

i wonder how can i best divide myself among frens, family, work and work.

i guess i realli neeed to pull up my sock on tat.