Sunday, April 27, 2008

i had a dream

i had a dream

a beautiful dream

i dreamt that i was wif him who i do not know who

i dreamt tat we were in a foreign land which i do not know where

we were walking jus walking n we were happy

we came to a city where i have never seen b4

n we were happily touring around, where all the people seems to know us

then i started running away wif my bare foot

i was happy, nv had i felt so happy in my dream,

he run after me n grasp me in his arm, him who i do not know who

i had a pack of cigarette in my hand n i hand him one, how i wish i that i could smoke wif him but i couldn't make myself to.

we were running thru the dark back lane of the town but as if we were in heaven.

as we were running i saw some of the familiar people who i know

we greeted each other, and me and him found a place to sit down

it was at a high end of a wall

i rest my pack of cigarette on the edge of the wall

out of curiosity, i looked down, i saw clouds below n faintly sparkling light below me, i was fascinated

never had i seen such beautiful scenery in my whole life.

what more could i look for

Finally, we kissed but i was thinking abt smbody...him who always being my one n only

Friday, April 25, 2008

happi note

on a happier note,

i love my frens,

i love my darling,

i love Ms Seh( my eng tutor is one of the veri passionate n helpful tutor)

i love my family

i love jojo

i love myself still

muacks


ok i present you wif te joke of the day!!!!!

y can't mummies keep frens?
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cos they are too wrapped up wif themselves!!! lolx

exam later!!

hey was busy so nv update. i was busy, but today i had the mood to blog

Finally, it is gonna start.

i was looking at everyone's blog.

and i realised i had lost so much.

i used to think that i own the world. nt now

everything used to revolved ard me n for me. nt now

i used to think that very thing will be alrite. nt now

i used to think frens is the most impt bits. i still do but i have none..

i used to think i am nothing but aleast something. not now..

everything was lost when i entered NUS, what a place, cool yet cold, you think its a paradise?

its wrost then hell!!! it filled with hopeful yet selfish people that they do not even know how ugly n evil they look.

i used to think that i know there is always an evil side of man, but i dunno there can be so many!!!!!

All in NUS, they say you have to learnt to be dependent, cos you cannot depend on anyone.

everyone is just digging the shit out of you, when you are no longer in need you beta stay out of the way. cos there are few gd ones ard, most are the same.

i think breaks are good it keeps you away from the evil...so i can go back to my own shell

i used to be a hopeful and passionate , have i changed? y am i here??

i realised it is how is people disappointed by their own dream... thou i am not giving up yet

i am stilling thinking wats wrong wif me??

u think that i am pessimistic, will come n try out my suxing life n u will know y...

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

thots of the day

wohoo!!!! today is somebody's 1yr hahhaa i know u r reading, i m happi u pull thru or maybe u r still tryin but gal i will support u de althou i always no time but u know i am always on ur side de jia you!!! boo to all jian nan ren!!!


oh ya alot happen tis week!!
first i nv see peter on mon heehee cos i got nothing n i dun wanna get shot by him woohoo!! then he told everyone he was worried abt me cos he tinks he was too harsh on me...
haha so funni hai now then regret, another jian nan ren buay tahan
haizz... i think i am just no gd anymore sometimes i realli dunno wat i am thinking n
keep thinking of wat to do
by the time i brave up to do, is too late then cannot complete
i think everything to be complete n whole package n its details also
dunno lay maybe i am just not gd enough lolx....
but hu is ????
but it seems to me tat the key to A is crapping lolx.......
DISGUSTING NUS y dun u die!!!

today urban lecture is abt paris woow... love it
yester was tis german guy named alexander came for guest wohhooo!! whahaha(blush) he is gd la makes me wanna learn italian. llolx


a thot today,
i think that the same gp of ppl shld mix together cos they fit into each other sooo o well whahhaha... i hate ppl hu r fake n proud as if they own the world crazy. if u r rich just means tat ur wallet is heavier so much tat u to take a cab instead of bus. n the money is not even urs is ur parent's.

i believe in karma
i believe in fate
i believe in will
i believe in myself

see i dunno wat am i talking i just need to venge. keke eye shield 21 rockz!!!!

word of the day

hy·poth·e·sis
1.
a proposition, or set of propositions, set forth as an explanation for the occurrence of some specified group of phenomena, either asserted merely as a provisional conjecture to guide investigation (working hypothesis) or accepted as highly probable in the light of established facts.
2.
a proposition assumed as a premise in an argument.
3.
the antecedent of a conditional proposition.
4.
a mere assumption or guess.