Wednesday, September 30, 2009

sudden thot

As i mentioned earlier that i miss him but as i think deeper, even if we are still together, we will only be stagnant and not achieve anything. Many were said but nothing is done. Regrets begins to pile up instead of happy memories..........

something that i read online:

Leo girl is either completely head over heels with Gemini boy or he’s on her last nerve. Rarely is there an in-between moment when you two team up. The good news: you’ll never lack for stimulating conversation. He’ll talk about climbing Mt. Fuji, but you’ll be the one to actually book the tickets.

i think its rather true, maybe i am really tired of all the empty promises he made and all the disappointments he caused. maybe my archi life is part of the blame but i am really tired of pushing a bull in this relationship. tired of all the sweet talk and thots without action.

you say you will change for me, but what i really want is for you to have a better future not for me but for you. yet you dun see a problem, so it becames my problem..... fine i will be the bad person again......

when i think of all the above, i begin to let you go again easier bit by bit....... i love you but i believe without hard work, love cannot sustain.....maybe i am not good enough to make you wanna be better, then i hope you will find someone whom you want to be better for...
all the best for you my love...............................

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