exam later!!

hey was busy so nv update. i was busy, but today i had the mood to blog

Finally, it is gonna start.

i was looking at everyone's blog.

and i realised i had lost so much.

i used to think that i own the world. nt now

everything used to revolved ard me n for me. nt now

i used to think that very thing will be alrite. nt now

i used to think frens is the most impt bits. i still do but i have none..

i used to think i am nothing but aleast something. not now..

everything was lost when i entered NUS, what a place, cool yet cold, you think its a paradise?

its wrost then hell!!! it filled with hopeful yet selfish people that they do not even know how ugly n evil they look.

i used to think that i know there is always an evil side of man, but i dunno there can be so many!!!!!

All in NUS, they say you have to learnt to be dependent, cos you cannot depend on anyone.

everyone is just digging the shit out of you, when you are no longer in need you beta stay out of the way. cos there are few gd ones ard, most are the same.

i think breaks are good it keeps you away from the evil...so i can go back to my own shell

i used to be a hopeful and passionate , have i changed? y am i here??

i realised it is how is people disappointed by their own dream... thou i am not giving up yet

i am stilling thinking wats wrong wif me??

u think that i am pessimistic, will come n try out my suxing life n u will know y...