a silly adorable fren

i have a fren, a silly and cute and crazily in secretly in love with a guy, obviously the guy doesn't know. but she cannot stop thinking of him.. but felt inferior n don't dare to like him and often jealous about the women around him and begin to have weird thots about her not good enough for him, and says i am more compatitable with him. i am like........ i dun even have feelings for him and its really ridiculous and silly her to think that way... my dear fren please have some confidence in urself and go ahead to fight for his love!!! i will support u!!!!

A msg

sometimes all u need is a msg or a call to cheer a person up =)

How much can u miss a person???

hmmmm while i was doing my work and listening to some "when u are gone"
i had a thot, of how much can u miss a person, which means your love ones obviously,
well recall recall,
i miss the way we hug,
the way we kissed, i miss every kind of kiss
and all the places that we kissed in
how can i forget?? every one second or two the flashback keeps coming again and again
i miss all theplace we have been to,
i miss the way he sings,
i miss the wayhe smile and the way he laughs
i miss the look we had each for each other,
i miss the him who had his eyes just on me,
i miss the way he look when he is serious
and the way he talks when he is serious,
i miss all the little compliments that he showered me with,
i miss all the little talks we had
i miss the him sitting there just listening to my complains and tells me its okay and everythin wil be fine,
i miss the way he drinks
i miss the way he eats i miss the way he walks, jumps, run, climbs and skip
i miss his softness
i miss his meaness
i miss his smell
i miss his hair and the way i can caress them
i miss his cute nose
i miss his voice every second of mylife,
i miss his eyes
i miss all his speeches
i miss all his words
i miss the way he say that he love me n only me(really love that)
and miss the way he waits for me
i miss the way we cuddle,
i miss the way we explore new stuff and creating them,
i miss our very first eskimo kiss
and most of all i miss our very very first kiss..............which brought us together,
evry scene of people kissing reminded me of us....

i have to buy a ipod shuffle to block my ears n keep myself occuppied so i won't feel alone while travelling. i have u work n work to find stuff to do so that i reduce the time of thinking you from every second to every minutes.
nothing is easy in life, i believe that.
i believe if we made it through, we will be a better person in life.
no matter where life brings us, iu am grateful that it brought us together....
it that never happens again so be it, aleast we have had sweet sweet memories.....

when u r gone by cranberries... awesome awesome song

"When You're Gone"

Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you.
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you.

And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.

And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.

But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby!
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. Hey, baby...

Hold onto my hands, I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you.
And to my mind, everything's stinking, stinking without you.

And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.

And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.

But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby!
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. hey, baby...

random

saw his fb again... he went DJ-ing sound like so fun... something that he will nv do if we were still together...... again it tells me that my choice is right..... i won't regret if u become better bcos i will just be a hinder in ur life... happy that u are moving on fine......

a fucker

fuck fuck fuck !!!!! i hate one of my studio member!!! so dominating!!!! u think we are ur bangala isit?
u need to design we dun need to design la FUCKER!! he think he so handsome lo ... my foot lo fucker!!!! WTF i hate u la!!!... some more same studio with him somemore next sem y dun u just kill me fucker!!!!!

what will u do for love

today got an idiot mistreat his gf, make her cry and sad in the studio, his gf is so good to him wanna eat fries she RUN to mac to buy, just for him, so times he will call her to our studio just to help him to refill his water bottle!!! and he still continue to mistreat and ill-treat her. hello mr idiot cum irritating is not like u super handsome(not even close) and alot of gals wants u la, your gf treat u so well, do everything for you, then ask u to help her do something still must beg you. you think you are a king isit!!! wait till she left then u dun cry ok. why can't people cherish what they have???!!! why must people always takes each other for granted??!! i dun understand .... hai...... sad...... i know its not my business but it just remind me of something..........................

part 2 when i got back home login on to facebook, the gf wrote on her wall to ask for causal sex, just hoping somebody will grab her away from school maybe from her bf also ..... hai poor gal ... she is not my friend we always juts tok for like 2 sentence but i can feel she is a gd gal and i pity her. haiz... love is blind and make people do crazy things for love