Nonsense Chronology Of Thoughts

a silly adorable fren

2009-10-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

i have a fren, a silly and cute and crazily in secretly in love with a guy, obviously the guy doesn't know. but she cannot stop thinking of him.. but felt inferior n don't dare to like him and often jealous about the women around him and begin to have weird thots about her not good enough for him, and says i am more compatitable with him. i am like........ i dun even have feelings for him and its really ridiculous and silly her to think that way... my dear fren please have some confidence in urself and go ahead to fight for his love!!! i will support u!!!!

A msg

2009-10-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes all u need is a msg or a call to cheer a person up =)

How much can u miss a person???

2009-10-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

hmmmm while i was doing my work and listening to some "when u are gone"
i had a thot, of how much can u miss a person, which means your love ones obviously,
well recall recall,
i miss the way we hug,
the way we kissed, i miss every kind of kiss
and all the places that we kissed in
how can i forget?? every one second or two the flashback keeps coming again and again
i miss all theplace we have been to,
i miss the way he sings,
i miss the wayhe smile and the way he laughs
i miss the look we had each for each other,
i miss the him who had his eyes just on me,
i miss the way he look when he is serious
and the way he talks when he is serious,
i miss all the little compliments that he showered me with,
i miss all the little talks we had
i miss the him sitting there just listening to my complains and tells me its okay and everythin wil be fine,
i miss the way he drinks
i miss the way he eats i miss the way he walks, jumps, run, climbs and skip
i miss his softness
i miss his meaness
i miss his smell
i miss his hair and the way i can caress them
i miss his cute nose
i miss his voice every second of mylife,
i miss his eyes
i miss all his speeches
i miss all his words
i miss the way he say that he love me n only me(really love that)
and miss the way he waits for me
i miss the way we cuddle,
i miss the way we explore new stuff and creating them,
i miss our very first eskimo kiss
and most of all i miss our very very first kiss..............which brought us together,
evry scene of people kissing reminded me of us....

i have to buy a ipod shuffle to block my ears n keep myself occuppied so i won't feel alone while travelling. i have u work n work to find stuff to do so that i reduce the time of thinking you from every second to every minutes.
nothing is easy in life, i believe that.
i believe if we made it through, we will be a better person in life.
no matter where life brings us, iu am grateful that it brought us together....
it that never happens again so be it, aleast we have had sweet sweet memories.....

when u r gone by cranberries... awesome awesome song

2009-10-25T21:37:00.001+08:00

"When You're Gone"

Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you.
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you.

And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.

And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.

But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby!
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. Hey, baby...

Hold onto my hands, I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you.
And to my mind, everything's stinking, stinking without you.

And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.

And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.

But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby!
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. hey, baby...

random

2009-10-23T19:57:00.002+08:00

saw his fb again... he went DJ-ing sound like so fun... something that he will nv do if we were still together...... again it tells me that my choice is right..... i won't regret if u become better bcos i will just be a hinder in ur life... happy that u are moving on fine......

a fucker

2009-10-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

fuck fuck fuck !!!!! i hate one of my studio member!!! so dominating!!!! u think we are ur bangala isit?
u need to design we dun need to design la FUCKER!! he think he so handsome lo ... my foot lo fucker!!!! WTF i hate u la!!!... some more same studio with him somemore next sem y dun u just kill me fucker!!!!!

what will u do for love

2009-10-13T23:10:00.004+08:00

today got an idiot mistreat his gf, make her cry and sad in the studio, his gf is so good to him wanna eat fries she RUN to mac to buy, just for him, so times he will call her to our studio just to help him to refill his water bottle!!! and he still continue to mistreat and ill-treat her. hello mr idiot cum irritating is not like u super handsome(not even close) and alot of gals wants u la, your gf treat u so well, do everything for you, then ask u to help her do something still must beg you. you think you are a king isit!!! wait till she left then u dun cry ok. why can't people cherish what they have???!!! why must people always takes each other for granted??!! i dun understand .... hai...... sad...... i know its not my business but it just remind me of something..........................

part 2 when i got back home login on to facebook, the gf wrote on her wall to ask for causal sex, just hoping somebody will grab her away from school maybe from her bf also ..... hai poor gal ... she is not my friend we always juts tok for like 2 sentence but i can feel she is a gd gal and i pity her. haiz... love is blind and make people do crazy things for love

idiot

2009-10-08T14:01:00.003+08:00

got a idoit never contribute anything in our group work still talk so much, so irritating!!!! and he still say as long as he did his part and still complain the panel not nice!! you so good you do la!!!. 1/4 fish 3/4 duck ass, why don you die!!!! stupid ass x 10000000000000 x millions
why don't you die!!!!! not a single element in the panal is by him, he still dare to talk, if i am him i will hide in at a corner and hope that i turn invisible!!!! seriously why got people so thick skin!!!! i really wish he vanish in the the air !!!!! super angry!!! roar!!!!!!!ARHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
WHY DUN YOU DIE!!!!!!!!

=P

2009-10-08T12:37:00.003+08:00

i figured out that too much thinking of you will only hurt the brain and heart. so go away!!!!

come design come ideas come to mummy

Thank you or being happy

2009-10-06T16:52:00.002+08:00

Saw his facebook recently, happy that you are back in your life again, happy to see you happy.
my decision was right, we are better off apart....if we are still together, nothing will be achieved. enjoy life as it brings greatness.....

my blood type =P, when i have to many things to do but don't feel like doing......

2009-10-06T11:30:00.000+08:00

What Makes a 'Type AB' an Individual?

What makes Me Me and You You?

This is the question that is at the heart of the genetic puzzle. It is also central to our exploration of blood types. The key is genetic heritage - the story line of your life. Even though you are living in the 21st century, you share a common bond with your ancestors. The genetic information that resulted in their particular characteristics has been passed on to you.

People who are AB blood type have a different set of characteristics than people who are Type O - they are susceptible to different diseases, they should eat different foods and exercise in a completely different manner. Some believe that personality is influenced by blood type! Dr. D'Adamo, author of the best selling books Eat Right for Your Type and Live Right for Your Type, among others, gives us a blueprint for living in his books. Read on to learn more about the Type A individual.

The Blood Type AB Individualized Lifestyle

Type AB blood is rare – it’s found in less than five percent of the population. And it is the newest of the blood types. Until ten or twelve centuries ago, there was no Type AB blood type. Type AB resulted from the intermingling of Type A with Type B. Type AB is the only blood type whose existence is the result of intermingling rather than environment. Thus, they share both the benefits and the challenges of both Type A and Type B blood types. Type AB has a unique chameleon like quality – depending on the circumstances, this blood type can appropriate the characteristics of each of the other blood types. Type AB is sometimes A-like, sometimes B-like and sometimes a fusion of both. Today, as we look back at this remarkable evolutionary revolution, it is clear that the genetic characteristics of our ancestors live in our blood today.

Eat Right for Wellness

Type AB reflects the mixed inheritance of their A and B genes. According to Dr. D’Adamo, “Type AB has Type A’s low stomach acid, however, they also have Type B’s adaptation to meats. Therefore, you lack enough stomach acid to metabolize them efficiently and the meat you eat tends to get stored as fat. Your Type B propensities cause the same insulin reaction as Type B when you eat lima beans, corn, buckwheat, or sesame seeds.” Inhibited insulin production results in hypoglycemia, a lowering of blood sugar after meals and leads to less efficient metabolism of foods.

Type AB should avoid caffeine and alcohol, especially when you’re in stressful situations. Dr. D’Adamo recommends that Type AB focus on foods such as tofu, seafood, dairy and green vegetables if you are trying to lose weight. “Avoid all smoked or cured meats. These foods can cause stomach cancer in people with low levels of stomach acid,” recommends Dr. D’Adamo. There is a wide variety of seafood for Type AB, and it is an excellent source of protein for Type AB. A few highly beneficial fish are mahi-mahi, red snapper, salmon, sardines, and tuna.. Some dairy is also beneficial for Type AB – especially cultured dairy such as Yogurt and kefir.

Dr. D’Adamo also recommends smaller, more frequent meals, as they will counteract digestive problems caused by inadequate stomach acid and peptic enzymes. “Your stomach initiates the digestive process with a combination of digestive secretions, and the muscular contractions that mix food with them. When you have low levels of digestive secretions, food tends to stay in the stomach longer.” Explains D’Adamo. He also suggests that Type AB pay attention to combining certain foods. For example, you’ll digest and metabolize foods more efficiently if you avoid eating starches and proteins in the same meal.

Stress and Exercise

Even though people have different capabilities for accommodating stress, we ultimately all have a breaking point. Given enough stressors of a high enough intensity for a long enough period of time, anyone will maladapt. For a Type AB, when it comes to stress hormones, you most resemble Type O in your tendency to overproduce catecholamines like adrenaline. Yet you also have the additional complexity of Type B’s rapid clearing of nitrous oxide, so you suffer the physical consequences of high emotions. Your greatest danger is the tendency to internalize your emotions, especially anger and hostility, which is much more damaging to your health than externalizing it. Exercise plays a critical component in stress reduction and maintaining a healthy emotional balance for Type AB. Dr. D’Adamo recommends a combination of both calming activities and more intense physical exercise to help maintain an optimal balance. For example, three days of aerobic exercise such as running or biking and two days of calming exercise such as yoga or tai chi.

Personality

Type AB often receives mixed messages about emotional health. While you tend to be drawn to other people and are friendly and trusting, there is a side of you that feels alienated from the larger community. At your best, you are intuitive and spiritual, with an ability to look beyond the rigid confines of society. You are passionate in your beliefs, but you also want to be liked by others and this can create conflicts. In an independent study, Type ABs described themselves as emotional, passionate, friendly, trusting and empathetic. Type ABs are considered some of the most interesting of the blood types, both John F. Kennedy and Marilyn Monroe were Type ABs and although both are long gone, they hold a place in our national psyche to this day.

Live Right!

Here are Dr. D’Adamo’s key lifestyle strategies for people with Blood Type AB:

Cultivate your social nature in welcoming environments. Avoid situations that are highly competitive
Avoid ritualistic thinking and fixating on issues, especially those you can’t control or influence
Develop a clear plan for goals and tasks – annually, monthly, weekly, daily – to avoid rushing
Make lifestyle changes gradually, rather than trying to tackle everything at once
Engage in forty-five to sixty minutes of aerobic exercise at least twice a week. Balanced by daily stretching, medititation or yoga
Engage in a community, neighborhood or other group activity that gives you a meaningful connection to a group
Practice visualization techniques daily
Also carve out time alone. Have at least one sport, hobby or activity that you perform independently of others
Break up your workday with some physical activity, especially if your job is sedentary. You’ll feel more energized

Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down

2009-10-04T15:13:00.000+08:00

Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down lyrics

Somewhere, far away from here,
I saw stars, stars that I could reach...(yeah)
It was a midnight, a silent twilight,
Fell down, beyond the ocean beach...(yeah)

I assemble all the sand that cover wedding beaches,
To build a castle so your mom would have a place to stay.
Behind the water slide and down the hill where heaven reaches,
Land and time is left to float away.(yeah)

So rest assured I have the key to every opening,
To every wishing well that's deep enough to dream. (dream)
I want to show you just how fascinating kissing is
When earth collides with all the space between...(yeah)

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more...

So never look behind you, spooky people bring you down.
The world is ending there's a party by the bay.
I'll wear my suit and tie, we're eye to eye,
toasting to the way you put that smile upon my face...(yeah)

Fill up the air balloon and ride with me.
Yeah, hell is jealous of the rain...(rain)
Make love like time and space is ending,
While befriending fate's alluring way of putting us to shame.

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more...

You make the sound of pulling heaven down.
You brought the rain's romantic pour...
You make the sound,
You make the sound,
Of pulling heaven down...

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
(God I've reached the top)
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more....
(go, go, go, go)

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before,
(Tired of wasting time)
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore.
(Tired of wasting time)
I may be some sort of crazy,
We may be some sort of crazy,
But I swear on everything I have and more...
(go, go, go, go)

sudden thot

2009-09-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

As i mentioned earlier that i miss him but as i think deeper, even if we are still together, we will only be stagnant and not achieve anything. Many were said but nothing is done. Regrets begins to pile up instead of happy memories..........

something that i read online:

Leo girl is either completely head over heels with Gemini boy or he’s on her last nerve. Rarely is there an in-between moment when you two team up. The good news: you’ll never lack for stimulating conversation. He’ll talk about climbing Mt. Fuji, but you’ll be the one to actually book the tickets.

i think its rather true, maybe i am really tired of all the empty promises he made and all the disappointments he caused. maybe my archi life is part of the blame but i am really tired of pushing a bull in this relationship. tired of all the sweet talk and thots without action.

you say you will change for me, but what i really want is for you to have a better future not for me but for you. yet you dun see a problem, so it becames my problem..... fine i will be the bad person again......

when i think of all the above, i begin to let you go again easier bit by bit....... i love you but i believe without hard work, love cannot sustain.....maybe i am not good enough to make you wanna be better, then i hope you will find someone whom you want to be better for...
all the best for you my love...............................

my tutor

2009-09-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

while we are rushing for urban panel submission, my design tutor give us a surprise by coming to spot check us at 10 p.m at night!!!! we are like WTH..... but i cannot deny that she is a very good n devoted tutor!! nice lady who trat us 500 dollar crab meal lolx

i miss

2009-09-27T14:43:00.004+08:00

rushing my tonnes and mountain of submission again, suddenly i miss him. i must be strong, i must endure, but i am being to hate myself.......whatever..... i must be strong !!!!! do my work!!!! i will be better, he will be better, i believe, aleast i must believe.........

maybe i am emo, pms
Jia you yumei!!!! you can do it!!!!!

Back

2009-09-26T20:49:00.005+08:00

It is always good to come back to and read some of the post i wrote back in the past.
Therefore, i want to write down the details of the trip in here so that it will not fade away silently.

Lots of things happened i went to US first Seattle, worked in Mount Rainier, then to Portland, Las Vegas, New York, LA, and San Francisco seen alot of stuff and experience alot of things.

I will begin with Mount Rainier, it was really a fruitful awesome awesome trip of my life, i will never forget all the fun that we had while we hike on Mount Rainier.

Places that we hike in is Comet's fall (where ying ying fell and during Matt's Bday), west side road to George Lake (with Richard Lira where we had tea and sandwiches, and brought a bansen burner!! lolx), Narada falls from Paradise(with matt and ying), High Rocks, Granite Lake(where there is suppose to be fishes that nibble your toes), St. Helens where there is the awesome awesome Ape cave and pizza after that, Reflection Lake(with ying where we tried to take alot of pictures!!! and almost lost. lolx), Alder Lake(where we got thrown in), Wonderland Trail (with Dhava and Fenella), Growth of the Pachariate(on my last day with Matt), Panorama point thru Sky line Trail (with Sara, Ruby, Ying and metmatt) and other random trails that we had after dinner.

Even working as housekeeper in Paradise inn of Mount Rainier was a hard but yet fun experience, as we made really good friends who i really missed alot.

0931 sunday

2008-10-12T09:31:00.003+08:00

back in posting, alot of things happened and i can't be bothered to tok about it whahaa....

listening to songs trying to vomit out 300 words for my western history....

not that hard but hard to organise my chains of thots

arguing about the gender and architecture with the closet

i think its realli a veri simplistic way of analysing gender, no doubt there is a link to gender and architecture as it is an small example of how gender affects the spaces we live in and of cos about homosexuality. The essay helped so little, have to read tonnes of books else to find ideas on wat to write.

i love theory, bcos it opens our mind and see how the world evolved, Urbach say homosexuality have to hide their identity in the closet but now who the hell does now? they will usualli tries to work in a fashion or salon and shake butt,make up, file nails all day long and club hot at nite.

but i hate writing. lolx

i suddenly realised i have a too arrogant work attitude since i am in Uni, as i was doing some self-reflection and it explains why i am getting such lousy grades compare to ploy.

no hardwork no gain.

last of all gay dun hide them self animore!!! u just need to listen!!!

pull up the socks!!!

2008-06-12T14:14:00.003+08:00

after all the sch work i am in holidays!!!

back to where i am

back to where i used to work

everything seems familiar

but not my life

i realised i had missed and lost alot of things,

its too much that i am not able to retrieve in an instant,

its my bad that i had neglected you al

i still cherish n love u al de

everybody had their own life now

a life and a schedule without me

i have been put aside

in one corner of the room ( tats my retribution)

well my boss used to say if u get one thing u lost the other

i think tat thats veri true

i had that problem b4 and i refuse to believe

in the end i still onli get one of them.

i wonder how can i best divide myself among frens, family, work and work.

i guess i realli neeed to pull up my sock on tat.

i had a dream

2008-04-27T12:28:00.002+08:00

i had a dream

a beautiful dream

i dreamt that i was wif him who i do not know who

i dreamt tat we were in a foreign land which i do not know where

we were walking jus walking n we were happy

we came to a city where i have never seen b4

n we were happily touring around, where all the people seems to know us

then i started running away wif my bare foot

i was happy, nv had i felt so happy in my dream,

he run after me n grasp me in his arm, him who i do not know who

i had a pack of cigarette in my hand n i hand him one, how i wish i that i could smoke wif him but i couldn't make myself to.

we were running thru the dark back lane of the town but as if we were in heaven.

as we were running i saw some of the familiar people who i know

we greeted each other, and me and him found a place to sit down

it was at a high end of a wall

i rest my pack of cigarette on the edge of the wall

out of curiosity, i looked down, i saw clouds below n faintly sparkling light below me, i was fascinated

never had i seen such beautiful scenery in my whole life.

what more could i look for

Finally, we kissed but i was thinking abt smbody...him who always being my one n only

happi note

2008-04-25T07:25:00.002+08:00

on a happier note,

i love my frens,

i love my darling,

i love Ms Seh( my eng tutor is one of the veri passionate n helpful tutor)

i love my family

i love jojo

i love myself still

muacks

ok i present you wif te joke of the day!!!!!

y can't mummies keep frens?
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cos they are too wrapped up wif themselves!!! lolx

exam later!!

2008-04-25T06:34:00.003+08:00

hey was busy so nv update. i was busy, but today i had the mood to blog

Finally, it is gonna start.

i was looking at everyone's blog.

and i realised i had lost so much.

i used to think that i own the world. nt now

everything used to revolved ard me n for me. nt now

i used to think that very thing will be alrite. nt now

i used to think frens is the most impt bits. i still do but i have none..

i used to think i am nothing but aleast something. not now..

everything was lost when i entered NUS, what a place, cool yet cold, you think its a paradise?

its wrost then hell!!! it filled with hopeful yet selfish people that they do not even know how ugly n evil they look.

i used to think that i know there is always an evil side of man, but i dunno there can be so many!!!!!

All in NUS, they say you have to learnt to be dependent, cos you cannot depend on anyone.

everyone is just digging the shit out of you, when you are no longer in need you beta stay out of the way. cos there are few gd ones ard, most are the same.

i think breaks are good it keeps you away from the evil...so i can go back to my own shell

i used to be a hopeful and passionate , have i changed? y am i here??

i realised it is how is people disappointed by their own dream... thou i am not giving up yet

i am stilling thinking wats wrong wif me??

u think that i am pessimistic, will come n try out my suxing life n u will know y...

thots of the day

2008-04-02T14:50:00.005+08:00

wohoo!!!! today is somebody's 1yr hahhaa i know u r reading, i m happi u pull thru or maybe u r still tryin but gal i will support u de althou i always no time but u know i am always on ur side de jia you!!! boo to all jian nan ren!!!

oh ya alot happen tis week!!
first i nv see peter on mon heehee cos i got nothing n i dun wanna get shot by him woohoo!! then he told everyone he was worried abt me cos he tinks he was too harsh on me...
haha so funni hai now then regret, another jian nan ren buay tahan
haizz... i think i am just no gd anymore sometimes i realli dunno wat i am thinking n
keep thinking of wat to do
by the time i brave up to do, is too late then cannot complete
i think everything to be complete n whole package n its details also
dunno lay maybe i am just not gd enough lolx....
but hu is ????
but it seems to me tat the key to A is crapping lolx.......
DISGUSTING NUS y dun u die!!!

today urban lecture is abt paris woow... love it
yester was tis german guy named alexander came for guest wohhooo!! whahaha(blush) he is gd la makes me wanna learn italian. llolx

a thot today,
i think that the same gp of ppl shld mix together cos they fit into each other sooo o well whahhaha... i hate ppl hu r fake n proud as if they own the world crazy. if u r rich just means tat ur wallet is heavier so much tat u to take a cab instead of bus. n the money is not even urs is ur parent's.

i believe in karma
i believe in fate
i believe in will
i believe in myself

see i dunno wat am i talking i just need to venge. keke eye shield 21 rockz!!!!

word of the day

hy·poth·e·sis
1.
a proposition, or set of propositions, set forth as an explanation for the occurrence of some specified group of phenomena, either asserted merely as a provisional conjecture to guide investigation (working hypothesis) or accepted as highly probable in the light of established facts.
2.
a proposition assumed as a premise in an argument.
3.
the antecedent of a conditional proposition.
4.
a mere assumption or guess.

hort park

2008-03-31T10:10:00.005+08:00

Its monday so sian doin programming may not wanna see peter later lolx...

anyway fun stuff happened duing the last weeky end lolx.. on fri huifang got free invites to her compani's event got free smoke n drink keekee.... first time i smoked okay la not like addicted, i tot will be veri shiok but okay la it jus the moment went the smoke gets into ur brain the u feel abit high other then tat is nothing.

However, the place where the event was held was great!!! its called the Hort park, apparently its a still a newly built place, it is on mid-hill balini style, love the exterior next to the threshold where there are a shallow infinity pool it is where we sit by the side of it. there is a timber trellis roof over you but not blocking the sky of dazzling starts above... with it dim lighting and a hint of jazz, the place is a divine!!! it is even better when i am wif my gd frens huifang and lisin n of cos darlin mr goh mao zhu!!! should go back there smtimes. cheers!!!!!!

other then tat weekend was just little brainstorming of my project n alot of slacking, spent my sat wif darlin, misses him so much.. keke eee so erxin ... lolx =P but i like it lolx.. =P dun like dun read lo =P...
showing attitude today cos i got anithing else to show!!!!!! woah~~~!!!!!!! sobbb.. i am gonna die!!!!!

P.S: wah jus heard tat brad pit n angelia jolie is expecting a twin!!!! waoliao wat r they? baby machine? lolx aiya but they r handsome n beautiful n RICH!!! should contribute more i guess lolx...

Word of the day

di·vine
Having the nature of or being a deity.
Of, relating to, emanating from, or being the expression of a deity: sought divine guidance through meditation.
Being in the service or worship of a deity; sacred.
Supremely good or beautiful; magnificent: a divine performance of the concerto.
Extremely pleasant; delightful: had a divine time at the ball.

after sch

2008-03-28T12:31:00.003+08:00

yeah jus finish my eng test okay i think hope it will not go out of point. now finally i can slip a time to got out with mr goh le wao nv see him for a wk plus le. later we goin movie yeah dunno watch wat show lay than shoppin therapy i think so long nv go shop lay hahaa... today relac tml then chiong design!!!!! or sun whahaha............. lazy la so sian

yester crit actually dun wanna go de. as i had already perdicted wat will they say
hai... dunno la aleast i know wat to do but hope is nt wrong yeah! okay jia you!!!

word of the day
hys·te·ri·a
1.
an uncontrollable outburst of emotion or fear, often characterized by irrationality, laughter, weeping, etc.
2.
Psychoanalysis. a psychoneurotic disorder characterized by violent emotional outbreaks, disturbances of sensory and motor functions, and various abnormal effects due to autosuggestion.

after studio

2008-03-24T12:47:00.003+08:00

yoop jus finished consulting peter, i think it is one of the smoother session but i think maybe its bcos he in hurry, but who cares... aleast i got things to work on i must look at the thresholds, transformation space, circulation is the most impt is in the spacial content of the passage itself , in general there have to be a relation between the passive n active space itself. yeah! u understand wat i am sayin? lolx okay

updates on today everyone is working on urban i also must dash into it le nv do anithing yet dunno hw much time i need for it lay.

sob sob no time for him, no time for frens, onli time for sch....... wat a life of nus students...
i wanna go thailand!! so happi my frens share the same thot wif me!!! i realli wanna shop shop n shop !!! altho i got buy stuff online also heehee.... jus bought another 2 shirts shld be in tml yeah!! hope will be nice!!! yeah!!!

okay okay do work lo jia you jia you gambatae!!!!

modelling

2008-03-20T01:41:00.002+08:00

nothing beta to do lolx i had a thot

some times i think tat the relationships btw guys n gals r so weird.. smtimes u would prefer to tell and share more wif the opposite sex more then u tell ur own sexes. y?

i think a relationship btw frens is the longer it is, the closer u al will be. but for BGR is the opposite... i find everyone's relationship is lay tat dunno y. i am disappointed by how it can change n rot. the longer it get, the easier to break its bond. in the past, i don believe in long terms relationship and i still dun. i just believe in one's passion n love for each other, when it burns out then tats when it will end. one will still feel sad as a possession is lost, is not a love tat is gone cos its gone long ago b4 u realised.

its gone when promises were nt made, when attitude changed, when u start to think of smthing else n suspect, when there is lesser n lesser conversation, when respect is gone, when a joke no longer bring laugher, when an embrace no longer means a need for each other ................

on a brighter side, we should celebrate for a new birth of chance n freedom. woot =)

p.s : is just a thot, nothing happened to me lolx

ling hao is my crit panel!!!!!!!!

2008-03-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! wat can be worse!!?? omg!!! WTF!!!! LING HAO is one of my crit panel!!!!! wat the F*** la y r they doing tis to me!!!! sob sob i realli realli wanna cry le la sob sob....

woah~~~~~~ sob sob why y lay tat sob feeling super down n tired so many things to do just now kanna shoot by peter, now they tell me ling hao is one of my crit panel wao liew actualli wanna heck de now panic like shit sia how sia how sia

He keep saying it have to be more experiential and spatial and study the characteristic of water cos i am too into the study of forms. please la there is hundred qualities of it lor n i think he got smthing he wans in his mind le but he keep saying all the general comment to me WTH la. dying le lor i dunno wat he wans n i realli dun wanna be smudge by ling hao sob sob... he will nv tell me hw lo but he will tell others.......i dunno how~~~~
what shld i do? should i do my parti model wif water? how can i manipulate water???

i am goin crazy crazy crazy...................................................

should i email him? i think i should think of various way to do my model to experiment how how how....... with a main principle ?

i must nt forget wat he said.... but i am so scare abt my interim... am i goin to fail for tis sem...
sob if tats the case i shall go back to work le so bored wif sch nwadays.........i hate NUS.!!!!

Why is all the shits happened to me!!!!???? sob sob.......

sunday nite

2008-03-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

woot just came back from photo shot cos my sis in law signed up for a package so we can all go together.. wao nv knew photoshot was so tiring change clothes, makeup, hair-do, pose and smile wao can die... dun realli like doin all tat...hm.... maybe is my first try tats y feel abit weird lolx... hope the photos will turn out okay..*cross fingers* but baby jerald was realli cute he is veri corperative and nv cry untill the last past lolx love my cutie nephews...*muacks

waoliew its sun nite le but still i haven get started on my project got alot of things to be done like english presentation, urban assignment, archi con etc.......hai~~~~ wat is happening nv do anything yet tats y i say i cannot stay at home to do work de end up will keep slpin...... sian....
everyone must be so hardworking now haiz.... maybe i should realli move to space inorder to complete all the assignments

ok jia you ba today must finish english and design. althou i dun feel like seeing him(peter) tml but i will try to think of smthing first see how jia you ba all the archi freaks i may nt be as gd as u al but i will try to work hard de ganbatei

p.s: hope i would fall aslp after writing tis... lolx......

morning

2008-03-13T08:48:00.002+08:00

good morning!!!! there comes a new day!!! okay i am eating my breakfast haven start on model yet
going to do soon le may god be wif me!!!!whahaha so i can complete haha

i dun care if he is goin to say if it is ugly i jus do again lo wats the big deal i do nice nicez!!! if he dun apperciate smbody else will yeah jia you jia you

wao lucky tat time when i was in ling hao studio, i still yet to have a blog if not!!! i will have 100 posts on him!! whahaha

oh and i got a little thot if everywhere is goin green, maybe we can think of switchin jobs to landscape architect or professional gardener!!! but i can't cos i will go tan veri easy but it good n easy money la lolx....

ps: miss ye kai xin is a veri nice gal.............

woot

2008-03-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

yeah wohoo!!!! nowadays it is so easy to set up a blog!!!! yeah yumei mei also have her own blog le!!!! bcos she is sitting in her studio alone doing nothing.!!!
shit la i suppose to be veri busi de lor, should be planning and doing my design but i am so slack lolx.
dunno wat to do veri lost all bcos of tat peter la dunno y he hates me so much sob sob always say tat my models are ugly!!! - hello!!! i work veri hard on them de la!!! wth!
he wants 1:100 scale model tml lay hello!! have u even consider abt the scale of the site!!! 1:500 can barely fit into an A1 lor omg!!!! multiply by 5 means i need 4 table to put lor -_-''
hai nvm still dunno wat my design is gonna be must plan n design the programs, the experince, the activities and the size of the first then it will determine my design.
ok gtg eat with may n andrew le
wohoo we staying over in studio!!! again .........

testing

2008-03-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

testing testing